Breathe my friend you are not old you are young you are not a mess you are normal extraordinary perhaps in the blink of an eye your life will change and it will continue to change for decades to come
Do your thing do it unapologetically don't be discouraged by criticism you probably already know what they're going to say pay no mind to the fear of failure it's far more valuable than success
In the end only three things matter how much you loved how gently you lived and how gracefully you let go of things not meant for you