Everyone has a chapter they don't read out loud
You can go into your work, put on a smile, talk about absolute nonsense but underneath it all, your inner everything might be crumbling. But that's all right. Some times it’s actually all right not to tell people what you really feel, it’s all right to deal with stuff on your own. And you're not the only one who feels this way. It's all right to spend time on yourself, for yourself.
Don't let people tell you how you live your life, live it for yourself, not for other people.